I love you

I love you.

These words I long to say to you yet you are too precious for me to risk it.

We’ve been friends.. we’ve been friends for a long time and I love you every minute we’re together and I long for you whenever we’re apart. I have never told you how I feel but my actions will speak for me.

Words are too final… too raw… and I’m too scared. Countless times I was tempted, to take the risk and tell you … but then again, you are too precious to be risked. My feelings are too fragile and I may not endure.

I always end up just feeling grateful that you are a friend, though I would want to have something more but, this is better than losing you altogether.

It could have been easier if society doesn’t frown on certain relationships. My feelings for you fall wayward from the “normal” stream of things. A girl in love with a girl is not “normal” in the eyes of the majority.

I didn’t choose… It just happened… I just fell… and still am falling in love with you.

My thoughts and actions will always be expressing my love for you until I’m brave enough to say I LOVE YOU.

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